Thursday, March 17, 2016

#RealTalk: I Need Your Help

Transparent post:

I don't know where I get the energy from some days to be as active as I am. My efforts to help others are from a place of knowing what its like to go without, to be shut out, and to be ostracized for not going along with the group or with what is popular. There are people out there who might rejoice in my struggle, but what did I actually ever do, but be true to myself and stand with others who are often ignored?

Watching opportunities taken away and given to people for their efforts that amount of a kiss on the ass cheek of some white savior. I do the grunt work, much like many others who I work with to make the truth come to light and injustices get the attention that is needed. It does have its personal toll, when I hear folks talk about get a job when I have applied to 100s of places to no avail. I am the underemployed that folks don't talk about. It has not been easy for me and folks think it is.

Well, its not easy. Not easy being in a state of homelessness, at least my bestie Brandon Mack opened his home to me. Its part of the reason I want to leave Houston, the jobs that are open ain't hiring folks living here, they want these new transplants. Everyday, I get messages and calls from folks who want to talk about how they hate their jobs, their current situations, whatever situations they may be and I listen; hell I even help. I listen without judgment, but people don't ask if I am ok with having no luck finding work and the little opportunities that I could have being block by folks who don't like that I won't kiss their ass, times going without food and basic supplies.

I will never give up, stop fighting even in my discomfort. I remember what it is like to go without a meal, so its easy to deal with now. Activism does not pay (it should never pay if you real about your shit), and let me repeat myself, I have been and still am looking for work. It easy to paint me as a criminal because I am a Black man with nothing to lose. In truth, I have been watching everyone get theirs, hell even in my activism I am "successful," but that is from just doing the work and has nothing to do with my personal life.

Like I said, you can judge me or feel remorse, hell something in between...Know that I will keep fighting for my life and for my community, Sacrifices ain't easy, especially if they are not in your control.

Here is how you can help...

Immediate assistance with food and other needs donations can be sent via PayPal: https://paypal.me/AshtonPWoods

If you would like to assist in my college fundraiser via GoFundMe:

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

#RealTalk: JadaMercedes Cardona On Health Disparities In The Trans Community ‪#‎TransNeeds‬


Am I EVER going to be good enough to be respected by the very people who service me? Right now I feel so betrayed by all of my medical providers.... I'm saddened because I have been LOYAL to you my whole life. Where is the loyalty??? To my followers, hold on tight because you have only heard the great moves that I have been making on a NATIONAL stage.... OH BUT HERE IN MY COMMUNITY I have recently been denied the dignity of a positive point of contact during a
pressing need from my clinic of over 15 years; I was stripped of my respect by a doctor I visited recently at a local urologist's office (which was hand picked by my clinic); and finally, made to feel ashamed of being myself. I'm sorry but things are not as wonderful as it seems.

"I am so upset I'm sick of living like this why can't I get access to quality healthcare?!"


The access to health care that I have been promised seems to fade away with every day that I still have to urinate blood (its been over 2 years), for every time someone has told me that they are trans-friendly but the reality is total and non-cohesive people whose attitudes will not change without an intervention. HERE IS WHERE ITS GOING TO GET HAIRY!!! I am not got going to stand by idly while myself and all of my trans-sister's health are not being attended to. I was told in the halls of the White House that specific standards of health have been adopted FEDERALLY, but at home in the SOUTH it is the same story.


NO, NOT TODAY!! From here on out I'm am ringing a bell! I am sounding the alarm and will be not only fighting for quality healthcare, but rather AN ATTEMPT TO SAVE MY OWN LIFE! The truth is I have tried to cry but I just can't and I'm sitting at my desk feeling the dark despair of a lonely heart reaching out...... Is anyone even listening.... Hopefully I at least reach the ones that I tagged as you all have told me to my face that you care about me and my future....


‪#‎TransNeeds‬ ‪#‎TranZ‬ ‪#‎transphobia‬

HELP

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

DOJ: Protect The Civil Rights Of The Poor

Today the U.S. Department of Justice - Civil Rights Division wrote a letter to courts across the country mandating the protection of defendants' civil rights by avoiding illegal fees, fines & to basically stop throwing people in jail for being poor.  Below are the main points from the letter and a full pdf version of the letter:

"To help judicial actors protect individuals’ rights and avoid unnecessary harm, we discuss below a set of basic constitutional principles relevant to the enforcement of fines and fees. These principles, grounded in the rights to due process and equal protection, require the following:

(1) Courts must not incarcerate a person for nonpayment of fines or fees without first conducting an indigency determination and establishing that the failure to pay was willful; 

(2) Courts must consider alternatives to incarceration for indigent defendants unable to pay fines and fees; 

(3) Courts must not condition access to a judicial hearing on the prepayment of fines or fees; 

(4) Courts must provide meaningful notice and, in appropriate cases, counsel, when enforcing fines and fees; 

(5) Courts must not use arrest warrants or license suspensions as a means of coercing the payment of court debt when individuals have not been afforded constitutionally adequate procedural protections; 

(6) Courts must not employ bail or bond practices that cause indigent defendants to remain incarcerated solely because they cannot afford to pay for their release; and 

(7) Courts must safeguard against unconstitutional practices by court staff and private contractors."


Saturday, March 12, 2016

#RealTalk: An Open Letter to Hillary Clinton & Everyone Else - Get Educated On HIV

Dear Secretary Clinton & Everyone Else,


Yesterday a whole lot of anger and hurt came into fruition behind your statement:


and subsequent apology:


My issue with you and EVERYONE else, is that no one is taking the opportunity to address the present issues surrounding HIV. The language alone is stunning, it is 2016 and the majority of folks today (including myself) don't have AIDS, we are living with HIV! The two are not synonymous and yes it is important that we respect the past and how we got here because science, disruption, and protest.

"In the early days of the HIV/AIDS epidemic, the Reagan Administration was rife with homophobic staff who treated the burgeoning crisis as the source of humor during daily press briefings and snickers between men who had no empathy for the individuals facing imminent death. In 1983, Assistant Secretary of Health Edward Brandt, established an Executive Task Force on AIDS to monitor and manage the issue politically--excluding Surgeon General Everett Koop from attending and instructed journalists not to ask Surgeon General Koop about AIDS. In the summer of 1985 Rock Hudson died in Paris after his people reached out to his friends, Nancy and Ronald Reagan to get into a French hospital where he could access experimental medicines. He was denied. Mrs. Reagan worried that if she started doing favors for 'friends' she might be overwhelmed. In February 1986, President Reagan asked Koop to write the first report on AIDS released October 22, 1986. In May of 1988, Surgeon General Koop sent a condensed version of his AIDS report in a letter to every U.S. household, making it the largest government mailing in our history and the only one to this day that has ever contained that level of explicit sexual information. There was a record, largely framed by fear, inaction, homophobia, hatred, ignorance, and death. There were bright moments amidst the terror, like the heroic work done at the CDC and NIH, but Hillary Clinton's misstatement today (she has corrected the record) about the Reagan's efforts on behalf of HIV/AIDS brought it all back to me. We MUST remember--accurately." - Ernest Hopkins

I wrote a piece recently called: #RealTalk: Nothing About Us Without Us - The Black Community & HIV, in it I spoke about the Denver Principles leadership among those living with HIV.  I made the observations that:

1. As a person living with HIV, I have come to quickly learn that many, if not all organizations that
have anything to do with HIV & AIDS in existence do not have people with the lived experiences of being HIV positive on their boards.

2. There is only a focus on MSM or Men who have Sex with Men in their work of getting to ZERO. Many of the the coordinators, prevention specialists, and others who work on the community level are not in management and are Black. There are very few Black persons in management when it comes to organizations that provide care, on top of that, the ones (not all) who are in high level positions tend to come off as elitist and out of touch.

3. The lack of education in the heterosexual, Bisexual and Trans communities. Straight Black women and men are at peril, especially women, IF we are to truly get to ZERO in the black community why are we ONLY focusing on Gay black men.

4. If our community organizations like churches and leaders won't, why can't we table in the areas ourselves? When will there be a movement to hold the federal government to the fire to create a tracking system that is more holistic and respectful to the Trans community? After all, why keep counting Transwomen as men, while ignoring Transmen completely?

"Nothing About Us Without Us!" (Latin: "Nihil de nobis, sine nobis") is a slogan used to communicate the idea that no policy should be decided by any representative without the full and direct participation of members of the group(s) affected by that policy. This involves national, ethnic, disability-based, or other groups that are often thought to be marginalized from political, social, and economic opportunities."

The reason I bring this up, is because I don't hear(read) anyone talking to folks LIVING with HIV, all I see is you all rattling sabers about whether you like Sec. Clinton or Sen. Sanders better. Where is the conversation about HIV and how we can de-stigmatize, educate & grow from our conversations? I admittedly support you Sec. Clinton, but I refuse to defend you on this issue and I refuse to accept your apology. I also reject the notion that because I support you that I cannot be angry about this, in truth there are those who will say it was a speechwriter among other defenses on your behalf. I am waiting for and demanding that a continuous conversation be had, that includes you Sec. Clinton and other candidates on the local and national stage about HIV, but lead by folks LIVING WITH HIV.

Many of you have lots to say, taking this opportunity to attack Sec. Clinton and I am angry with you all especially those of you who don't have the HIV lived experience. I am angry because you all arent talking about HIV, You are right to question Sec. Clinton's statement for sure and I love that, but the lack of conversation about HIV IS JUST OUT OF LINE. I am calling on you all to become more supportive while measuring cocks about your candidates.

In all honesty, dealing with HIV outside and within the Black community, stigma has a stronghold. The lack of HIV 101 plays a large part in why stigma is such a huge issue, it is saddening. It is one of the reasons that I came out of the HIV closet, which was for everyone who has been ostracized and made to feel nasty.  While many of us who have HIV are healthier than most out in the general population, Black gay men die at a higher rate from HIV than those who are in the group where HIV infection is actually the highest. Now think about how the Black heterosexual community is affected, especially Black women.  It is so bad that the CDC released a report on a study it conducted, which "provides the first-ever comprehensive national estimates of the lifetime risk of an HIV diagnosis for several key populations at risk and in every state."

This projection states that "If current HIV diagnoses rates persist, about 1 in 2 black men who have sex with men (MSM) and 1 in 4 Latino MSM in the United States will be diagnosed with HIV during their lifetime, according to a new analysis by researchers at the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC)." This projection is problematic just like how the events of yesterday are being handled. The idea that "African American men overall are almost 7 times more likely than white men to be diagnosed with HIV in their lifetimes. The disparity among women is even greater: 1 in 48 African American women will be diagnosed with HIV in their lifetimes, compared with 1 in 227 Hispanic women and 1 in 880 white women...." should scare you shitless, not for your life, but that more is not being done to stop this epidemic, if Black Lives Matter then Black HIV positive lives damn sure matter!


XOXO

- Ashton

Information you should know:


HIV - stands for human immunodeficiency virus. It is the virus that can lead to acquired immunodeficiency syndrome, or AIDS. Unlike some other viruses, the human body cannot get rid of HIV. That means that once you have HIV, you have it for life.

AIDS - HIV disease becomes AIDS when your immune system is seriously damaged. If you have less than 200 CD4+ cells or if your CD4 percentage is less than 14%, you have AIDS.

TRANSMISSION - Only certain fluids—blood, semen (cum), pre-seminal fluid (pre-cum), rectal fluids, vaginal fluids, and breast milk—from an HIV-infected person can transmit HIV. These fluids must come in contact with a mucous membrane or damaged tissue or be directly injected into the bloodstream (from a needle or syringe) for transmission to possibly occur. Mucous membranes can be found inside the rectum, the vagina, the opening of the penis, and the mouth.

In the United States, HIV is spread mainly by

Having sex with someone who has HIV. In general:
- Anal sex is the highest-risk sexual behavior. Receptive anal sex (bottoming) is riskier than insertive anal sex (topping).

- Vaginal sex is the second highest-risk sexual behavior.
- Having multiple sex partners or having other sexually transmitted infections can increase the risk of infection through sex.
Sharing needles, syringes, rinse water, or other equipment (works) used to prepare injection drugs with someone who has HIV.

SEROCONVERSION:

- Seroconversion is the period of time during which HIV antibodies develop and become detectable.
- Seroconversion generally takes place within a few weeks of initial infection.
- It is often, but not always, accompanied by flu-like symptoms including fever, rash, muscle aches and swollen lymph nodes. These symptoms are not a reliable way to identify seroconversion or to diagnose HIV infection.


THE DENVER PRINCIPLES (1983)


(Statement from the advisory committee of the People with AIDS) We condemn attempts to label us as "victims," a term which implies defeat, and we are only occasionally "patients," a term which implies passivity, helplessness, and dependence upon the care of others. We are "People With AIDS."

RECOMMENDATIONS FOR ALL PEOPLE

1. Support us in our struggle against those who would fire us from our jobs, evict us from our homes, refuse to touch us or separate us from our loved ones, our community or our peers, since available evidence does not support the view that AIDS can be spread by casual, social contact.

2. Not scapegoat people with AIDS, blame us for the epidemic or generalize about our lifestyles.

RECOMMENDATIONS FOR PEOPLE WITH AIDS

1. Form caucuses to choose their own representatives, to deal with the media, to choose their own agenda and to plan their own strategies.

2. Be involved at every level of decision-making and specifically serve on the boards of directors of provider organizations.

3. Be included in all AIDS forums with equal credibility as other participants, to share their own experiences and knowledge.

4. Substitute low-risk sexual behaviors for those which could endanger themselves or their partners; we feel people with AIDS have an ethical responsibility to inform their potential sexual partners of their health status.

RIGHTS OF PEOPLE WITH AIDS

1. To as full and satisfying sexual and emotional lives as anyone else.

2. To quality medical treatment and quality social service provision without discrimination of any form including sexual orientation, gender, diagnosis, economic status or race.

3. To full explanations of all medical procedures and risks, to choose or refuse their treatment modalities, to refuse to participate in research without jeopardizing their treatment and to make informed decisions about their lives.

4. To privacy, to confidentiality of medical records, to human respect and to choose who their significant others are.

5. To die--and to LIVE--in dignity.

SOURCE: http://data.unaids.org/pub/ExternalDocument/2007/gipa1983denverprinciples_en.pdf

This document is a goldmine that has been the template time and time again when it comes to healthcare and politics. Its about time we have education, TRUE representation, advocacy & Activism by us, for us.

Thursday, March 3, 2016

#RealTalk: The Inconvenient Truth About Early Voting

There has been lot of talk about the high turnout on election day here in Houston, TX and Harris County. There is a lot to be said about voting early and how it saves us time as an alternative to long lines on election day. The inconvenient truth is that it IS a privilege to early vote, IF YOU CAN. The rules aren't as stringent during early voting because you don't have to vote in your precinct during this period of time. 

The first week of early voting is a sham for people working minimum wage jobs and using public transit. Most of us are working during the early voting hours prescribed by the state of Texas. Which means that for the first four days of early voting, by the time we clock out and get on the bus to head out, polls have closed for the day (8a - 4:30p). 

WHO DOES THIS AFFECT???

It affects Black, Latino and other racial minorities who are actually the majority in this city.  Think about the fact that we only get one weekend to vote and it is attached to the first week of early voting (later hours of course) and that is also problematic. One weekend, and on any given weekend people are working until at least 9p at malls, restaurants, hotels and etc. That was just Saturday that I referred to, Sunday is way more interesting because it's when the traditional souls to the polls happens. It is obvious that many folks don't get time off from work to even attend a Christian church or whatever their religious subscriptions are subject to the same type of work schedule as Saturday.


The second week is a bit easier to navigate if you work or live close to one of the early voting locations. It is Monday through Friday (7a - 7p), better hours yes, helpful no. The same rules apply here and it is hard to get time off or even fore go responsibilities just go vote early while some of us can take this privilege for granted. For goodness sake, I want people to be mindful of their words when they say that: "if you want to avoid long lines on election day, vote early."